Sometimes I hate being female. Especially at particular times of the month when emotions run higher and tears seem to come easier. That's currently where I am at. And I get irritated. Especially with Ryan. I just don't understand why he always has so much energy to do things with the guys, but when it comes to hanging out with me, he is always tired and would prefer to nap instead of get outside and enjoy the day. Do I wear him out? Just by looking at me? I feel like all we ever do when we get together is sit on the couch and watch Seinfeld (which is a great show, but not how I would choose to be spending our time). So when I hear about all the fun things he is doing with the guys and how he "wishes I was there" I get jealous. And upset. And I think "yeah right, you wish I was there. You never want to do those things with me. If you did, we would be doing them!"
I like him a lot. And I'm really low maintenance. Most of the time. But once a month, I find myself acting more "girly" then I would like.
I know this is ranting a bit, but I felt the need to get it out and posting it on this blog seemed like the best and safest way to do so.
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